i know u might now even bother to read. but here it goes.
1) i know u must have thought tat i told bro alvin about u and ryan. listen. I DID NOT. someone else did. i did not utter a word to bro alvin about u guys. he knew it long long loooong time ago. and he said he chose to keep quiet cuz he cant change u if u do not wan to be changed.
2) I DID NOT GIVE UR BLOG URL TO THE LEADERS. i did not. someone else did. i didn't even let my boy know. i kept it to myself.
3) yes i told the leaders about guang sheng. but tat's not call sucking up. he is in the wrong to criticise bro alvin. he's insulting God's appointed ppl. he's insulting God. i have to stand up for my God, don't i? u mean u wouldn't defend Him if someone is insulting God?
4) tats all tat i told bro alvin. ONLY about gs and his unrespectful-ness.
5) "don't use ryan victoria and gs as examples, they are not good examples" this is to let joan see that leaders are not out there to harm us. if she listen to u guys, wouldn't u think that things would have gotten worse between her and li qian?
6) i'm not the lead female in the whole incident. but she does have a place in my heart tats y i stupidly poke my nose in juz to get a slap in my face. all i wanted to do is to protect u frm any possibility of hurt frm bao ping's incident. by doing that, i'm a bitch. sorry.
7) backstab? i din even talk to the leaders about other members in the cell for so long (other den gs). all tat we talked was about my family problem. how to backstab?
i know u hate me. but i stand by the bible's principles. i hurted u? juz by talking to the leaders about my family problem? juz by putting u in my heart? i'm a backstabber, liar, bitch. wat else? u're hurted, u cried. wat about me? i dun think u care. this is juz to clarify. i've tried to ask bro alvin to take me out of the cell or even out of the zone. if that's wat u wish.